Something about Cambria has made it a favorite . . .


We pack a purse full of snacks and goodies, so we don't have to buy the over-priced ones at the arena.
We buy our souvenier program early in the game, preferably before half-time, so we're ready to get autographs as soon as the game is over.
And just like that, the horn sounded and time was up, and all the team members filed into the locker room, while the ushers pushed everyone else out of the arena.I vividly remember hallucinating about Austin Powers and other such nonsense between contractions. I was going out of my mind, and I thought my body was going to explode in every direction. Scared, exhausted, confused. . . I remember apologizing to everyone in the delivery room because I didn't know what I was doing.
That just isn't a very pleasant place for me to be--the realm of utter cluelessness. I don't like being totally out of control and unable to predict what's going to happen next. No lamaze class or video can fully prepare a woman for the reality of that miracle.
And what a miracle! Out of chaos comes perfection: a healthy, spotless child, screaming to the world . . . loudly proclaiming the beauty of God's sweet attention to detail and His boundless grace. The depths of His love are seen in the precision of every tiny finger, down to the unique pattern of the prints. I stand in awe now, as I did then, that He would place this tender life in my care. And I try now, as I did then, to maintain control.
Ironically, God has spent the last 9 years teaching me how totally out of control I am. Every day.
But fortunately, I'm also learning how totally in control He is. Every day.